know what. I wasn’t really watching. I was looking for my shoe.”
It wasn’t proof. A nine-year-old half-remembering a morning while he hunted for a sneaker would never hold up anywhere that mattered.
But it was enough to make me stop telling myself stories.
So I did the only thing I could do. I got stronger. I ate the terrible hospital food. I walked the hallway with the physical therapist until my legs stopped shaking. I smiled at Lisa when she visited, and I said nothing at all.
And I waited.
Part Seven: The Camera by the Door
The day I was discharged, Lisa offered to drive me home.
I thanked her and called a cab.
The moment Walter and I were back inside my house, I went straight to the table by the front door and searched. Then the kitchen. Then my bedroom, my coat pockets, the car’s glove