I thought the worst part was over the moment I opened my eyes.
I was wrong. The worst part was still walking down the hallway toward my room, wearing my daughter’s face.
My grandson knew it. He was nine years old, and he had been guarding my bed for eleven days because he knew it.
So I closed my eyes, kept perfectly still, and listened.
Part One: Eleven Days
The first thing I knew was a sound. A steady, patient beeping somewhere to my left.
The second thing was that my body didn’t feel like mine. My arm was heavy with tape and tubes. My mouth tasted like metal. The ceiling above me was the wrong color, the light was the wrong kind of white, and for a long, frightening moment I had no idea where I was or how I’d gotten there.
Later, a doctor would explain it gently.