And I did. That’s the part I keep coming back to.
I went back to sleep.
So That Tuesday
I watched him leave at six-forty with his badge clipped to his pocket, and I decided to surprise him.
I made the sandwich. I cut the pie. I wrote the note.
And I drove twenty-five minutes to that hospital genuinely imagining how his face would do the thing it does when something good happens that he wasn’t expecting.
Instead I found his best friend nearly in tears at the nurses’ station.
“Where Is He?”
Arnold hesitated.
“Chelsea. You should talk to him.”
“I fully intend to. Where is he? Is he in surgery?”
“Chelsea — “
“Arnold.”
He pointed down the hall toward the administrative wing.
I walked away before he could say anything else, and I heard him say my name once behind me.
The Office Door Was Partly Open