continue — the day becoming a story, the story becoming background, background becoming simply the way things were. I sat in Mr. Reynolds’s third period for the rest of the semester, and he never treated my contributions as requiring verification, and occasionally he would ask questions about aviation or military service with the genuine curiosity of someone who had revised their understanding of a subject and was interested in understanding it better.
I answered when I could.
My mother came home in December.
She came through the door the way she
always came through the door, leaving her work somewhere between the base and our front step, arriving as the version of herself that asked about homework and made rice the way I liked it. She was tired in the specific way she was always tired, the kind of tired that required days to fully surface from.
The night she arrived, I made dinner for her instead.
I was not a good cook — I was fifteen and had learned to make three things and this was the easiest of them — but
