I picked up the photograph first.
It showed a younger version of my grandfather standing beside a woman I recognized immediately.
My mother.
She was smiling at the camera, one hand resting on her stomach. She couldn’t have been more than twenty-two. My grandfather stood beside her with one hand on her shoulder, his expression serious but unmistakably proud.
I turned the photograph over.
For my son, Nathaniel.
Before he arrives.
My breath caught.
My mother had never mentioned a photograph like this. She had never told me that her father knew she was pregnant. In every story I had heard, she had left home at eighteen, married my father, and cut ties with her family.
I unfolded the letter.
Nathaniel,
If you are reading this, then I have failed to meet you in the ordinary way. I am sorry for that.
There was no easy sentence after that.