I was afraid of being wrong.
I was afraid of needing help.
And I was afraid that if I admitted Thomas had lied to me, I would have to admit how long I had helped him lie to everyone else.
I’m sorry.
Claire
Beneath the note was a second envelope.
My name was written on it.
I opened it with unsteady hands.
Nathan,
I have spent years trying to decide what you should know and what should remain between adults. The truth is that children often carry the consequences of secrets without being given the facts that might help them understand.
Your father and I loved each other. We also hurt each other. He believed that if he kept certain things hidden, he could protect us from losing everything. I believed that if I stayed quiet, I could preserve our family.
We were both wrong.
Your grandfather did not abandon us. He made mistakes, and he was proud, but he tried to help. I was the one who refused to listen because I was angry and ashamed.