I did not stop her.
I should have.
Not because she was wrong to leave, but because I believed giving her space was the respectful thing to do. I did not understand how frightened she was.
You told me she wanted no contact. I believed you because I wanted to believe the conflict was over.
But when I learned she was ill, I discovered you had not told me.
You kept her illness from me.
I had to set the letter down.
My mother had died when I was eight. Dad had told me she had been sick for a short time, that doctors couldn’t do anything, and that she didn’t want me to remember hospitals.
I had believed him.
The final paragraph was written in a shakier hand.
I am leaving the house and the business interests to Nathaniel because they were built, in part, from money that should have protected him. I am not doing this to punish you. I am doing it because the truth should not disappear with me.