“Nathan, listen to me—”
“No. You listen to me. Did you know?”
My father exhaled sharply.
“Your grandfather was sick and confused.”
“That isn’t an answer.”
“He contacted me years ago.”
“And you told me he was dead.”
“I told you what I thought was best.”
“What was best about lying to me?”
“He didn’t deserve access to you.”
The certainty in his voice stunned me.
“You told him I wanted nothing to do with him?”
“I protected you from him.”
“From what?”
My father didn’t answer.
I looked at the photograph on the bed.
“What did he do?”
“He abandoned your mother.”
“That’s not what the letter says.”
“You’re reading a letter from a dead man who wants to make himself innocent.”
“He tried to send money.”
“He wanted to buy forgiveness.”
“Did you return it?”
Again, silence.
That silence was more revealing than anything he could have said.