I married an elderly woman NOT FOR LOVE, but for her home… but after her death I received something that still makes my hands tremble todayI married an old woman NOT FOR LOVE , but because of his home… but after his death I received something that still makes my hands tremble today I married an elderly woman NOT FOR LOVE, but for her home… but after her death I received something that still makes my hands tremble today 💍💔💸I married an elderly woman NOT FOR LOVE, but for her home… but after her death I received something that still makes my hands tremble today 😱💔👇 I don’t know how many people who read this story will judge me. Probably many. And they’d be right. I do not write this to justify myself, but because sometimes a person needs to say out loud his greatest shame in order to finally understand what kind of person he became. My name is Nathan. When I met Eleanor, I was twenty-five. I had no home, not a stable job,

I’ve rented a small apartment for you

for a year. 

And I’ve found you work in a place where no one knows your past.

You can start over there.

I’m just asking you one thing:

Don’t become the man you were trying to be when you were with me.

Become the man I could sometimes see in your eyes.

Eleanor.”

I read that letter again.

And then once again.

Then I really cried for the first time in my life.

Not because I hadn’t received the house.

Not because I would have lost the money.

But because I finally realized that a woman I had never loved as I deserved had worried so much about me that not even my lies had managed to stop her from still being good to me.

She had seen something in me that I myself had lost many years ago.

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