“Melissa, please,” Ryan said. He still wasn’t looking at anyone.
Nurse Bianca burst back in, another nurse right behind her.
“The ultrasounds were fine!”
“What’s happening in here?! Ma’am, please sit down!”
But Melissa was already crumbling, her hands over her face, and Ryan, the man who once held my hand at our parents’ funeral and promised me we’d always be a family, turned and walked out of the room.
Just walked out the door and into the hallway.
I sat there in the bed, sweaty, still hooked to monitors, holding a newborn who suddenly belonged to no one but me.
Melissa was already crumbling.
Nurse Bianca crouched beside me, her hand on my shoulder.
“Honey. Honey, look at me. Just breathe.”
I looked down at the tiny face in the blanket. Her eyes were closed. Her mouth made a small circle, opening and closing.
“You’re not going anywhere,” I whispered to her. “Do you hear me? You are not going anywhere.”
