He Left Me Dying So I Could Survive His Final Secret [AT] - 005

I almost heard him at the kitchen table saying, All right, fine, you get that one.

The memory hurt worse than accusation.

But if I had to stand again in that bedroom, knowing what I knew, knowing there was even a chance you would delay your treatment to help me die, I am afraid I would do the same thing.

My anger returned so quickly I welcomed it.

“There you are.”

Wade looked up.

I continued reading.

That may be the part you cannot forgive.

I am not asking you to.

I swallowed.

I had months to decide whether I had done something noble or something monstrous. Most days I decided it was both. Some days neither. Dying did not make me wiser. It mostly made me tired.

Despite everything, a broken laugh left me.

That sounded like him.

Not the martyr Wade kept describing. Not the architect of this elaborate cruelty.

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