It’s in my living room now.
Sometimes, when the clock gets close to 9 PM, I instinctively look at it.
Then I sit down in the same chair.
But I no longer talk about everything I think I did wrong.
Instead, I remember the two people who taught me one simple truth.
Blood alone doesn’t make people family.
Because when Susan was weak, sick, and had nothing left to give except her presence, her family was nowhere to be found.
But the moment they thought they might lose her house, they all suddenly appeared.
I didn’t receive a house from Susan.
I didn’t receive money.
But she gave me something I needed far more.
After five years, she finally gave me permission to forgive myself.