I was flattered for about four months.
Marisol Quade started as controller in the April.
She was twenty-seven and she had two years of experience and she had been recommended, Adelaide said, by a friend.
I want to set down that Marisol Quade was not a woman who stole a husband. That is the story this town wants and it is not the story.
She was hired into a chair I had been moved out of, and she was hired because she would sign what she was given, and the affair started in the October and I now believe it was the second thing, not the first.
I found out about the affair in the June, when I was four months pregnant, from a photograph on a phone left on a kitchen counter.
And I did not say a word.
That is the six months. That is what everybody means when they say I had been preparing.
I did not confront my husband when I was four months pregnant with twins, in a house I did not own, employed by his mother.
I went quiet and I started reading.
PART 3 — WHAT I FOUND, AND WHAT I DIDN'T DO
I still had access. That is the single most important fact in this entire business and it is the least dramatic.
When they moved me to marketing nobody removed my read permissions on the accounting system, because removing permissions is an IT ticket and nobody raised one, and for fourteen months I could see everything I had always been able to see.
I did not touch a single thing. I want that stated plainly because the first question Beatrix Nwankwo asked me was whether I had ever made an entry, and the answer is no, not once, and that is why none of this ever became about me.
Over eleven weeks, in the evenings, I read four years of the client trust account.
The pattern is boring and it is the same pattern every time.
Transfers out of the trust account into the operating account, described as management fee true-ups, in amounts that were not management fees. Then transfers back in, weeks later, in round numbers, from wherever they had come from that month.
It is called lapping and it is the oldest thing in the world and it works until the day somebody wants their deposit back at the same time as somebody else.