The Man Who Donated a Kidney to Me Proposed a Month Later, Claiming He Was Terminally Ill and Didn't Want to Pass Alone – But Right After We Said 'I Do,' He Took My Hand and Whispered, 'Now I Can Finally Tell You the Truth'
"Exactly."
He opened the box.
The ring was simple, silver, almost painfully ordinary.
"I know I love you."
"Marry me."
I stood and paced to the sink.
"You cannot drop cancer on me and propose in the same conversation."
"I know."
"Do you?"
"I know I love you."
I turned. "Do you want a wife, or are you terrified?"
That answer scared me because it sounded honest.
Nathan flinched.
"Both can be true."
That answer scared me because it sounded honest.
I looked at the man who had stepped into my life before he knew me. I thought about his hospital room, his ridiculous pudding, his hand in mine. But illness had taught me how little time cared about what was reasonable.
"I need one promise."
"Anything."
"No lies."
"No lies."
Nathan held my gaze.
"No lies."
I said yes.
We planned a wedding small enough to fit inside a garden room behind a local restaurant. My parents came. My brother complained about his tie. Mara cried before the ceremony even started.
The ceremony lasted twelve minutes.
Treatment had not begun yet, and we tried not to count all our meals as last meals.
On the morning of the wedding, I asked him one last time, "Are we doing this because we're scared?"
He squeezed my fingers.
"We're doing it because we're scared and because I love you."
"Okay."
The ceremony lasted twelve minutes. I remember because my brother timed it and whispered, "Efficient," when we signed the papers.
Nathan laughed.
His smile vanished so completely that my stomach dropped.
I did too.
Then the officiant pronounced us husband and wife.
Everyone clapped.
I turned toward Nathan expecting relief.
Instead, his expression changed.
His smile vanished so completely that my stomach dropped.
He took my hand and leaned close enough that no one else could hear.
The room seemed to shrink around me.
"Now I can finally tell you the truth."
My fingers went cold.
"What truth?"
Nathan glanced toward the doors.
"I have a daughter."
The room seemed to shrink around me.
"What?"
"You promised me no lies."
"Her name is Sophie. She's twelve."
I stared at him.
"You have a twelve-year-old daughter, and you waited until after we got married to tell me?"
"I was going to tell you sooner."
"You promised me no lies."
"I know."