Weeks later, I was staring at the empty nursery, a ghost in my own home. The crib was still in the box. The yellow paint on the walls mocked me with its cheerfulness.
My family kept calling. Voicemails piled up. “Sarah, pick up. We need to talk about Christmas.” “Sarah, don’t be like this. You’re tearing the family apart.” “It was an accident, Sarah. Forgive and forget.”
Michael watched me from the doorway. He had spent the last month in his office, working late, making phone calls, meeting with people I didn’t know. His grief had hardened into something sharp and dangerous.
He walked over and sat beside me on the floor.
“Sarah,” he said softly. “Do you want them to pay?”
I looked at the little rocking horse in the corner, the one I had bought the day I found out I was pregnant. I imagined my child riding it. I imagined the laughter that would never fill this room.
I looked at Michael.
“I want them to hurt,” I whispered, my voice trembling. “I want them to lose everything. I want them to feel as empty as I do.”
Michael nodded once. He kissed my forehead. Then he stood up and picked up his phone.
“It’s time,” he said into the receiver. “Burn it down.”
