The day I lost her.
My throat tightened.
“You knew about this?” I asked.
“I knew he had the box,” Mr. Calloway said. “I didn’t know every item inside. Thomas was very private about it.”
“Then why did he wait until now?” I demanded. “Why not tell me while he was alive?”
Mr. Calloway looked away.
“That question is answered in the letter.”
The letter.
My eyes dropped to the folded paper beneath the velvet pouch. My name was written across it in Thomas’s familiar hand.
Nancy.
Just that.
No “my darling.” No “my wife.” No explanation on the outside.
My fingers hovered over it, but I could not bring myself to touch it.
“What’s in the pouch?” I asked.
Mr. Calloway gave a small nod toward it. “I believe you should open it.”
I picked it up carefully. The velvet was soft, worn thin at the corners. When I loosened the drawstring and tipped it into my palm, a ring slipped out.
A silver ring with a tiny blue stone.
My breath caught.
I knew that ring.
I had given it to Thomas when we were teenagers. It had belonged to my grandmother, nothing valuable, just a little silver band she had worn when she was young. I had slipped it onto a chain and hung it around his neck the night before I left for college. He had laughed and told me it looked too delicate for him, but then he tucked it under his shirt and promised he would never take it off.
“I thought he lost this,” I whispered.
“He wore it for decades,” Mr. Calloway said. “Not as a ring. On a chain.”
My knees finally gave out, and I sank into the chair.
For a few minutes, I simply sat there with the little ring resting in my palm. All the years I had lived without Thomas rose around me like ghosts. The apartment I rented in the city. The long shifts at the hospital. The patients I had held as they took their last breaths. The quiet holidays. The birthday candles I blew out alone. The question I never allowed myself to ask too often.
What if I had stayed?
And now another question pressed against it.
What if he had come after me?
My voice was barely audible when I spoke again.
“Leave me alone with it.”
Mr. Calloway hesitated. “Thomas wanted me to explain certain matters after you read the letter.”
“I’ll call you.”
“Nancy—”
“Please.”
Something in my face must have convinced him, because he nodded. He placed a cream-colored envelope beside the box.
“My card is inside. There are legal matters to discuss. Not today, if you’re not ready. But soon.”
“Legal matters?”
“Yes.” His gaze flickered to the wooden box. “And family matters.”
Before I could ask what he meant, he was already moving toward the door.
At the threshold, he turned back.
“One more thing. Thomas was afraid you would think the worst of him.”
“I already don’t know what to think.”
