There was a handwritten letter from my grandmother explaining what she suspected and why she had left everything to me. Not because she loved me more, but because she knew Priscilla would kill me for the money if given the chance. My grandmother had tried to protect me by making me the sole heir. She had hoped the wealth would give me independence, resources, the ability to escape if necessary.
In her letter, she wrote about her suspicions regarding Theodore’s death, about the pattern of accidents that plagued my childhood, about her growing certainty that her daughter-in-law was capable of murder. She had hired the investigator not to build a criminal case. She knew the evidence was too circumstantial for prosecution, but to document everything so that I would understand the truth.
after she was gone. “I have failed to protect you in life,” she wrote. “But perhaps this record will protect you after my death. Know that I loved you, that I saw you clearly, that I tried in the only way I could. I sat in that coffee shop and cried for an hour.” Margaret sat with me, silent and patient, offering tissues when I needed them.
When the tears finally subsided, she told me the rest of what she had discovered. The file included information about the man in the photographs, a private contractor named Vincent Doyle, who had been investigated multiple times for insurance fraud and suspicious accidents. He had died in prison four years ago, serving time for an unrelated case.
But before his death, he had written a memoir of sorts, a collection of notes and recollections intended for his own legal defense. In those notes, he mentioned a woman matching my mother’s description who had approached him in the early 2000s about arranging for a child to have an accident that looked natural. He had turned her down.
Too risky, too high-profile. But the approach had been documented. This means she was shopping around, I said, my voice hollow. She was actively trying to find someone to kill me. Margaret nodded. The investigator believed she eventually decided to do it herself. Less traceable, more control over the timing and circumstances.
I took the binder home and spent three days reading every page. The evidence painted a portrait of obsession spanning my entire life. My mother had hated me from the beginning. Or rather, she had hated what I represented. The attention I received from my grandmother. The favoritism she perceived. The inheritance that should have been split between her children but was instead directed solely to me.
In her mind, I was an obstacle, nothing more. But the story doesn’t end there. Margaret’s investigation also uncovered that my mother had been involved in another death, one that had been ruled accidental decades earlier. My grandmother’s only son, my uncle Theodore, had died in a hunting accident when I was 3 years old.
He had been the original heir to the family fortune. The investigation revealed that Priscilla had been present at the hunting trip, something she had never disclosed. A witness who had remained silent for 30 years finally came forward after seeing the news coverage of our trial. His name was Bernard Holloway and he had been a hunting guide at the lodge where Theodore died.
He was 54 years old now, living in a care facility after a stroke and he wanted to clear his conscience before his health declined further. Margaret arranged for me to meet him. I drove 4 hours to a small facility in rural Pennsylvania where Bernard sat in a wheelchair by a window overlooking a parking lot.