Loans.
Minimum payments shuffled like cups in a shell game.
And his affair? That had turned into a pregnancy he didn’t want anyone to know about.
When my labor went wrong, and our baby was born dead, he saw a solution.
His mistress had a healthy newborn daughter. I had a room full of pink blankets, birth announcements ready to mail, and in-laws waiting for proof that their perfect son had the perfect heir-producing marriage.
He met Nicole in a back corridor while he supposedly took Max for juice.
Cash for silence.
A baby for a lie.
I backed away from him until I hit the wall.
“You sold our daughter’s death,” I said.
He flinched. “Don’t say it like that.”
I laughed again, and this time it sounded broken. “How should I say it? Professionally?”
He had the nerve to look miserable.
Then I asked the question I should have asked first.
“Where is my baby?”
His mouth tightened. “Safe.”
I think that was the moment I stopped being his wife.
I said, “Where is she?”
He wouldn’t answer.
He just kept saying, “You need to calm down,” and, “Think about Max,” and, “If this gets out, everything falls apart.”
Don’t miss
Everything had already fallen apart.
I had just been the last person told.
And then he said the sentence that still wakes me up.
“This only worked because you agreed.”
I stared at him.
“What?”