One night, months after Raven Mesa, I found her in the backyard.
“Do you miss it?” I asked.
“Flying?”
I nodded.
She looked up at the stars.
“Yes. But not all of it.”
I stood beside her.
“Do you regret not telling me?”
She was quiet for a long time.
“I regret that the truth had danger attached to it.”
“That’s not an answer.”
She smiled sadly.
“You have my mouth.”
“So I’ve heard.”
She looked at me then.
“I wanted you to have a childhood that belonged to you. Not to Ghostwing. Not to Voss. Not to the war stories people tell in rooms where boys decide what kind of men they’ll become.”
I thought about the auditorium. The laughter. The photograph. Admiral Carter’s voice. My mother walking through those doors like a truth nobody could mock.
“I think I still did,” I said.
Her eyes softened.
“You did?”
“Yeah. It just had a weird ending.”
She laughed then.
A real laugh.
The kind I knew from Saturday mornings when she burned toast and blamed the toaster.
