The pasture below me had been opened up like somebody had taken a blade to it. A wide basin stretched across nearly two acres of land that had been mixed hardwood and grass when I left nine days earlier. Water had already gathered in the bottom, brown-blue and still, reflecting the sky like it had every right to be there. The banks had been shaped. Straw had been thrown over the edges. A pipe ran from the direction of my spring, diverting the water that had fed our creek for longer than I had been alive. The spring that my grandfather had cleaned by hand with a shovel and a wheelbarrow. The spring my father used to drink from when he was a boy. The spring my wife and I had once walked to on a hot July evening, back before there was no wife to walk with anymore.
I opened the door and stepped out.
The smell hit me then. Diesel, wet clay, cut roots, churned earth. A smell like violence dressed up as improvement.👉 Read the Full Story
I walked down the hill slowly because if I moved too fast, I was afraid the anger would get ahead of me. The ground had been chewed by heavy machinery. Young oaks lay snapped and half-buried in the dirt. A white oak sapling my niece had planted five years earlier was gone entirely, nothing left but a torn root ball rolled against a mound of clay. The grass was crushed flat where tracks had turned. The spring channel had been cut and redirected, its clean, cold water feeding the new basin instead of following the shallow line it had followed since before my family owned the place.
When I reached the edge, I stood there and looked across the water.
It was not a pond. It was not a little decorative feature a person could call a misunderstanding. It was a lake. A full, deliberate, expensive lake dug with machines and confidence.
